Lot of good advice here about balance. Good on you for making the time to admit to these thoughts.
I know for me, I've had to put my recovery first for a while. Drinking was not the only issue in my life and quitting drinking wasn't the be-all, end-all answer to my life's problems, BUT it was the first thing I had to do before I could start adequately addressing those other issues.
Wishing you the best today.