Remember me?
I was hanging at this forum some months ago! I got all clean 6 May and have been doing really fine until the last 2 weeks. I have not been using anything illegal as I used to do but I keep looking for "legal highs" like drinking wine when we had some friends over, starting a discussion about cocktails with my husband and after I while I could ask him to make some particular drinks for me. And now I have tooth ache and I need dentist treatment. And I have been looking for a dentist that will give me stuff to get high of!
I know this sounds crazy! Why not just go out and get something....but I am trying to make it "legal" to my husband...you know? it really makes me depressed that this fills my mind all the time, because I was doing so great!