It's nice when you do have insomnia and wake up at 3:00 am, you no longer experience that soul crushing panic/depression telling yourself "you really need to get a handle on this drinking thing or else you are going to die." You simply look at the clock, feel relieved that you to get to sleep a bit longer before the start of your day and you close your eyes and do so. While drinking, my worries were 100 times more intense in the middle of the night. I am completely and utterly full of gratitude that I never have to feel like that again.