My husband is out of the country for 3 months. Plenty of opportunity to really giver! Then be hungover, straighten out, swear off it again......and then REPEAT! Because that is precisely what I'll do...is repeat the insanity day after day until the 3 months are up and then I'll just keep going when he's back. So weird because I don't really wanna drink at all as I'm loving my sobriety, but there's something about the 'free pass' that is enticing....but it isn't really a free pass is it.... because even though I don't have to make excuses to my husband, I'll still have to make them to myself and that would be devestating!