Originally Posted by
TryingSoHard 
It IS like being in a trance! Once I make up my mind to go to the store, it's like I'm on autopilot... have to zone out and just get there and buy the booze before sensibility kicks in and stops me. It's almost like an out-of-body experience, and I even get a bit of a pre-buzz just knowing that alcohol is on its way.
A reason why I almost succumbed... well, my husband is out of town. That's all the reason I need. Opportunity - don't want to waste it! Today is one of those hour-by-hour days.
Wow this is me!! My brain can feel the effect before I even drink. I'm in the zone. Also when my partner out of town. (Boyfriend of 10yrs). I obsess with the opportunity. Thinking all this through now! Very happy you stopped. Now you know it's possible. You will not regret this decision.