Originally Posted by
Dee74 
If AA and meetings help, maybe you'll have to commit to traveling to the next town or something newhope?
This is your LIFE you are trying to save! Go and listen. Clients will see that you are working recovery. That you are taking care of yourself and you walk the line. Or go to a different town. Or seek alternate recovery. Put a plan on place and save your life. you are worth it. This will also empower you to reach out and help others. Obtain relationships instead of isolating. You are doing really well admitting your feelings and reaching out here. This is a start