It IS like being in a trance! Once I make up my mind to go to the store, it's like I'm on autopilot... have to zone out and just get there and buy the booze before sensibility kicks in and stops me. It's almost like an out-of-body experience, and I even get a bit of a pre-buzz just knowing that alcohol is on its way.
A reason why I almost succumbed... well, my husband is out of town. That's all the reason I need. Opportunity - don't want to waste it! Today is one of those hour-by-hour days.