Im not ill from drinking (I don't drink enough) just horribly depressed. I tried to find another therapist again but I was only able to make an appointment for a psychiatrist for May. I was hoping for something sooner and more a psychologist as I need to talk to someone who knows how bad depression can be. I am on medications for depression.
Sometimes, I just want to give up. I am grateful that I have you lovely people to talk with but I need some face to face support right now. I like the idea of AA but this has to be private as I am a certified substance abuse counselor. I will for sure lose my job which is probably fair.