Dear friend,
Things are not improving....
I left the treatment pills they were hurting so much my brain,
it was scrambling it, I could not think straight and my work was harder by day...
I can not get up in the morningssss Is a struggle...
I started again taking benzodiazepinas...
And a zomby now but I am relaxed but unhappy.
I need to get some time off pretty soon!!!
to detox is not a joke any more...
So am thinking ways to do it.
Am working on it promise!
But my work is very demanding and is time of tax returns...
At least my boss is going away a few weeks I think on Wednesday,
he is all the time upsetting me... so at least I will have a break of him...
Yesterday I had a big family row again...
My father and younger brother are at war, I intervened for them to talk and sort it out, I took my mum away as she can die with a blood rise!
So life as usual...
Everybody has their own fight!
And every household has its own black sheep!
But at the end blood is thicker than water
and we love each other even when we argue
Lots of Love from the Med my beloved friend