Originally Posted by
tigerlily1 
I have come back to read this several times now!! My heart body and soul are screaming NOT THIS but my brain still says BUT!!!! This truly is one of the most painful places to live! I pray soon and very soon I will say with my brain NOT THIS!! This post spoke to me like non other. Thank you!
Hope you can get there sooner rather than later TL. It is indeed a painful place to live.