Kaily,
Honesty...congrats on fighting...to thine self be true.
If you look at yourself as an addict it might help you in your life battle.
When you drank those 2 days you recharged the poison in your brain.
As u get clean, about 5 days or so...the anxiety will ramp up again.
It lasts a while, for me a few months. Your health will be better, but your mind will be in a state of paranoia periodically each day.
That is how it was for me anyway.
Fight for your life. Sobriety is very cool. Being a drunk is like living in a prison.