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Old 04-08-2016, 07:05 AM
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Originally Posted by Applekat View Post
360 have fun on the field trip! It's glorious to go about life without a wretched hangover isn't it! And it's both refreshing and amazing that life still goes on and has its own twists and kinks anyway.

Sometimes I feel all high and mighty about sobriety for half a second - like everything else should be easy and clean bc I'M SOBER (hello?!) and therefore everything else should just fall into place right? But, there will still be gusts of wind out there that make life not so picture perfect. We still have to make our way through the maze of life. And while some moments this gets me down - it is also a good feeling - conquering the little things while clean and sober. Knowing it could always be worse. The grass really IS greener on THIS side and I don't want to go back. Ever.
I agree Apple. I do worry about myself though as I always seem to get a weak moment. I really envy the ones who get it from day one and never look back. I doubt I will ever be one of them but I wont ever stop trying
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