Splinter.....I actually think that 6mo. is a bit soon to expect that you will be past the emotions of anger, sadness, resentment, pain, etc......
This is a process and it comes in waves and stages......
Added to this....is the fact that you are not even through the divorce p rocess, yet....
I think that many divorces that start out as "friendly and agreeable".....change as it gets closer to finality. That is one reason to have the lawyers....
As for karma....the best "revenge" is living well and being happy.....
Your fellings are understandable.... Try to work through them with your therapy.....
It will take the time that it takes....
dandylion