(((Splinter)))
I would feel kicked while I was down as well.
I hope that documenting all the BS (while very painful, I know)has reinforced that all you are going through now will provide you with a GOOD outcome....with a happy life that you deserve.
Keep taking care of yourself....keep plugging along...know that the bad feelings are temporary especially since now you are almost rid of a large source of negativity and pain in your life.
Karma will come, and I could bet than when it does, you'll be in such a healthy place that you really won't care that it did.
Rant here any time - we get it!