Jeez Ken I read your opening and it really hit my heart. Thanks for making me think. You do this so well.
When I start trying to get sober, when I'm really looking after myself, I like my things to be in there rightful place. It makes me feel proud and peaceful as opposed to desperate, vacant and.. and..ya know ..
Anyway, my little house is neat and tidy.
My clothes are folded and not on the floor.
Dishes are clean, benches are wiped.
Teeth are clean. I wear pyjamas to bed.
I sleep in my bed. I sleep alone.
My car is clean, I know where my car is and my letterbox is empty.
I don't have any unexplained bruising. I feel safe.
Day 6