Bunny, after giving up booze 4 years ago for the best part of 2 yrs I fell off the wagon because I thought I could just drink on social occasions and only with my husband, never drink at home again or alone. Within 3 months I was drinking daily, smuggling wine home straight after work, drinking a bottle in secret before hubby got home, then dragging him out for a few glasses down the pub. Passing out in public, pissing my bed, driving drunk in the mornings , things got so bad so quickly my marriage was soon in tatters and my children began to hate what I was doing to the family unit. Such a fool to believe that voice in my head. So glad I got a second chance at this. Do you really want to start all over? X