Bunny211, I see that you have been with us since December of 2015. I have been here since 2013. I have read hundreds of stories of good people like you who have put in weeks or months of sobriety, only to test the waters of moderate drinking.
I can't think of a SINGLE INSTANCE where someone has reported back, satisfied with their decision. Instead, those that test the waters of moderation inevitably (and I use that term intentionally), inevitably, find themselves drowning, right back where they were with their alcohol consumption. In many instances their alcohol use becomes worse than ever before.
You dodged a bullet once, Bunny211. You are here. You are sober. And you are on the right path.
Please don't play Russian Roulette with this.
Be strong. We are pulling for you.