No, I am not going to try it. I am petrified of drinking. But I don't know what I am doing WRONG that I am suddenly obsessing over booze. It is all I have thought about all day long now...for days on end. I went to a meeting last night, and I am going to a meeting tonight and I am NOT going to drink. However, the thoughts are so loud in my head and I just don't get it. I had LESS of an obsession to drink at 2 months than I do now at 10 months.
I prayed to God today to please, please stop these insane thoughts. Please. My head wants to kill me!