Mia ~ hi love. I'm glad you're here, that sounds like a very scary time you've had.
I know you decided to still go on this trip, are you sure that's what you want to do?
It might be a good idea if you can see a doctor, even if you see one wherever it is you're going.
Right now, try and take some deep breaths, and have some water if you can.
You are not alone; we are all with you.