Ok, this is the hard truth. I didn't want to hear this. I had to totally let him go, not think about anything else but me. I don't think about if he will finally hit rock bottom, or not, or if he will beat his gf.
When I had those thoughts in my mind, he was still in my mind and not paying rent for the space.
I had read about detachment, and wondered what the h3ll was that?
It's actually when you find peace inside of yourself.
((((((hugs)))))))
amy