The truth is. I feel if I'm ment to stop it will happen.
Why is it. That whenever you go to hospital your given that questionnaire asking how much u drink. And the one time I'm actually over drinking I don't get giving the question are.
An ambulance ended up coming our last week separate not drinking related issue. I was steaming. ( you can't tell when I'm drink I speak perfectly fine etc etc) they even did my bloods in hospital. I was so steaming I was being sick while the ambulance was here. Again they were here for another health issue.
They did bloods in hospital. I was so scared they'd know I was drunk. I was do drunk that the next day ( I was there toll next day after noon for a procedure to fix the problem I came in with) so they put me on the ward. The next day I was actually having the shakes.
My bloods came back normal. No one noticed I was drunk out of my face. No one gave me the question are which I would have answered honestly so.. What can I do lol.