Old 04-01-2016, 12:17 AM
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Ryanlanane
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Join Date: Apr 2016
Posts: 12
Well, I'm new here ... And this is no April fools joke

I had a year and a half sobriety.

HONESTY ?

I'm drunk as I type this message. Did I hit rock bottom ? I have 10 times before, but I'm e,bar asset this time. My daughter ignores me. She's now seen me drunk at 12 going on 13. Although she has the maturity level of a 16 year old.

To be honest ? I know the slogans. I know what to do. I'm struggling with believing the **** again. That's why I need an old timer and a lot of new comers right now.

An old timer because I don't have all the answers, God forbid ! And new comers because they take my mind off my problems.

If you're a newcomer and you think this program is BS please message me. I truly would like to talk to you. Not to change your mind. Just to talk.

In the meantime, I'm hoping I'll fin someone in live chat tonight.
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