I don't have a program. Wish I had, but how do I get one? Do not want to join AA, because I feel it is against my own feelings. (I don't suffer from a disease, and I am not powerless)
There's many different approaches and methods of recovery around - here's some links to some of the main players, including but not limited to AA:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html
The links are US based but most of these approaches are around in any country
I recommend you visit the
Secular Connections forum if you think you may benefit from a non 12 step approach.
The main thing tho - whatever you decide to do - is do something
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