I got a bit behind on here apparently.
Day 50 and it seems life has evened out quite a bit. Being sober is very much habit and routine at 50. Energy is better than the last time I posted! I'm so grateful to have gotten this far and thanks to everyone here! Even if I am not posting (which I am doing a bit too much of lately) I have been reading every. single. day.
I know I am still early early, but so grateful for the decision I made 50 days ago!