Originally Posted by
Freshstart135 
Drank way too much last night, made a fool of myself. I told myself I was not going to drink this weekend, we went away with friends (big drinkers) probably not a good idea, I didn't have a sober plan in place. Drank because I was feeling down and uncomfortable. I really hope today March 27th 2016 is the first day of my new life without alcohol, I don't even enjoy drinking anymore. It makes me depressed, fat, lethargic and anxious, so why do it. I pray I can do this.
You can, you can, you absolutely can.
This might turn out to be the best weekend of your life if you make it your turning point. Look how much you learned -- hanging around drinkers isn't good for you right now, always need to have a sober plan, and it wasn't even enjoyable!
This is all solid, solid information you can use to your advantage next time. Knowledge is power. You can do this.