Hi Kenny - man, i am so sorry you had to type that up twice......once is cathartic, twice is just plain ole painful.
It's totally OK to want out AND it's totally OK to GET out. we don't know what effect, if any, a move like that might have on your AW, but we DO know that you have suffered a long long, long long time and the end of your rope is frayed and thin.
i am relieved that your AW has improved, in health and cognition - that can make the next steps you MIGHT take easier.
please take time to read around, especially the stickies at the top of each forum, they are chock full of dynamite information.
