Aiko:
It is so nice to see that you are back! Do stick with it, whatever you are doing with your doctor's permission. You can do this. Keep in touch. We will help you any way we can. That's so nice your caring for the cat. God has sent this cat to you. Care for it. Love it and you will see love in its eyes. You are kind and caring. I have known this all along. Believe in yourself. Your true self. Be kind to it as you care for the cat. We learn love from the animals.
Bill