Well, until about two weeks ago I would have said yes, and I was proud of it. I had countless half hearted wishes to get sober before I quit for over two years, but those never lasted longer than a day or two and I did nothing to make it stick. So with my success when I did start real recovery work, I thought it was all about a clear decision and then continued efforts to make it stick. I still think that way after my recent relapse because it's clear looking back that I neglected my recovery for a while before I picked up, so it was classic in that sense.