Originally Posted by
forabetterlife 
Absolutely Kiki! We have to learn from our mistakes. I do know what you mean though, there was one point today, when I had a split second thought because I was so sick of feeling so low, that I wanted to just continue drinking. We can't even give those thoughts a moment's consideration.
No we can't! I find that the more I think about or consider drinking the more powerful my AV gets. Lately I have literally been screaming "NO! SHUT UP AV! I am not listening to your lies!" Sometimes I silently scream inside my own head so people around me don't think I'm crazy (ha) but if I'm alone in my house or car I SCREAM at it & tell it to go back to hell where it came from!