Try saying to yourself "I will never drink again," and see what your AV says. It's a good exercise to learn what is you and what is your AV. When I say it, the Voice doesn't chime in anymore, but I get a tightness in the chest and lightheadedness similar to what I feel when I'm about to get hit with the tattoo needle. It's a nervousness, because I know it might not be pleasant the whole time, but e end result is going to be worth it.