Hi spadge, I'm glad you are back. Sorry you drank, but all is not lost. Just pick up on your sobriety where you left off, and listen to the others on here about making a plan. It can be one that YOU build, a "spadge plan". That's what I did, it's a custom-built FormerWineGirl plan. But I keep an open mind, and if and when it needs a major overhaul, I will take it in for a tune-up ☺