It gets easier but my heart is hurting
It is almost 9 months later and he is still hurting my heart. I've gone no contact often and ignored the calls as much as possible. Today, our mutual friend who is enabling him since I stopped called looking for him. He's MIA. I fear he got his taxes and is out on one of his binges. I am stronger today then I was last time. I cam breathe and function so I am thanking God for that. Im scared and worried and sad that this is how life has turned out. I still love him...ugh.
Needed to vent.
Thanks for listening.
Reading this site get me though all of my rough days so thank you for that too!!