Originally Posted by
venuscat 
Sorry to jump in....but does it? Does our addiction tell us that drinking is a good idea, or does it tell us to drink no matter what the consequences are? I see my AV as the Tasmanian devil from the cartoons, a whirling dervish that wants to devour all in its wake.
I am following this thread, and I am incredibly proud of you guys. Onwards!
Hi Venuscat, nice of you to pop in here. Im sitting on the fence with this idea. And somewhat feel the same as OT and knb do. I do think my AV sometimes thinks drinking is a great idea - yay fun times. But other times it thinks, no bad idea you have to get up early, you have an important appointment tomorrow etc....this is a bad idea. I don't know, its still confusing. But I definitely see my AV overall as your depicted whirling Tazzie Devil. And I do see it as a separate entity to the real me - almost. I could relate to that 100%!