Originally Posted by
venuscat 
My AV is an arse
knb. It wants to kill me, and it doesn't care what I want.
Seeing it as this whirling dervish helped me to separate myself from it, if that makes sense. It isn't me, it isn't the slightest bit me. It is a very big liar.
And there are no sides...I hear OT, and totally see her point, and yours.
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My AV is trying to kill me as well, it knows what to say to trick me into doing that. It's like having a devil on my shoulder. But it's not me and it is a very big liar, you're right!