Originally Posted by
venuscat 
Sorry to jump in....but does it? Does our addiction tell us that drinking is a good idea, or does it tell us to drink no matter what the consequences are? I see my AV as the Tasmanian devil from the cartoons, a whirling dervish that wants to devour all in its wake.
I am following this thread, and I am incredibly proud of you guys. Onwards!
Venus cat I had to think about that one. Not that I am siding with OT but yes I do think my AV thinks drinking is a great idea. I can fight it with my sober sensible side. I see these two sides of me as very black and white. My AV still glamorizes the alcohol