Hi guys, I've strayed from here a bit but lately I've been really struggling,
I had been doing really well until one of my closest family members died 6 days ago, and then having to deal with should I go to the funeral and see some really abusive family members I have had nothing to do with since I was 18...well, that was stressful. I didn't drink, but absolutely wanted too, first time in months I even thought about it.
I was able to get through that(I thought) but someone in the house has just now bought a bottle of vodka home, and I mean I've made it very clear I don't want alcohol around me...But now it's sat on the counter and I'm thinking of some very good reasons to have it.
I've been reading through reasons to drink today, but even that isn't helping - it normally knocks me back to reality!
