Once again. I posted this because I struggle with my AV daily and was actually researching how I could possibly drink again at some point. I came upon this and it scared me! I posted this in the hopes that it might help keep someone else sober.
In no way do I feel superior to her.
In no way am I angry with her.
In no way am I laughing at her.
I feel very badly that she lost her life to this disease.
This post was intended to warn others of the dangers of thinking you can "manage your drinking." I know I need reminders daily that I cannot ever drink again.