Originally Posted by
Ladybug2 
So I just realized I am on Day 6, not Day 5 - not that it really matters, I have been here a million times. Fighting my AV today ... a bunch of triggers ... it's Friday, the weather is beautiful and unseasonably warm, daughter is sleeping over at my Mom's tonight .... Going to go back and read how I felt on this last Day 1. I won't drink this weekend. It's just not worth it.
Ladybug that's funny because when I read your earlier post I thought that you were one day ahead of me! You know are triggers are similar and my kids aren't home right now either and it's Friday and it's warm ... So many triggers. But as contrite as it sounds.. Nothing changes if nothing changes. If we drink tonight we are back to the same old shame and guilt. Think about how you will feel tomorrow morning, well rested and proud of yourself for moving forward with the change you want for yourself instead. You know you get stronger as you build up time as well. You can do this, we both can .