Hi Mera,
I am glad you have a definite date, and have worked out plans to remain sober this weekend. Do you have someone who can stay with you to make sure you aren't tempted to drink? I think you will feel a lot better going in on Tuesday with a few sober days under your belt.
Stick close to SR this weekend. I am looking forward to hearing about your rehab experience in a month or so. You are a strong woman, and you can do this!!!
❤️ Delilah