That is what we down here call doing the deal and anyday that we stay clean and sober we are doing the deal. Congradulations are in order....Happy 30 lol I remember my first 30 days I went to a meeting and I was so happy cause it was my 30 days. Anyway there was a big arguement with two members, coffee was thrown and it made me so mad how the could have messed up my 30 days, the guy leaving gave me a hug in the hall and he said someday you will thank me for this. I said WTF, I will thank you for messing up my 30 days.....a few days later maybe a week I had realized that it was all about me and my 30 days and I didn't care what happened with them. I was so wrapped up in me that I didn't care about anything else. I later called him and said thank you for that, it is not all about me