Originally Posted by
LostLilly 
I have made such a mess out of my life. I have hurt so many people. I have gotten in trouble with the law and am so scared. My marriage is falling apart. I just sit and cry because I cannot drive. No one else has to beg for a ride to an AA meeting. I just need to vent. I feel hopeless. I hope everyone had a better day than me. I know I cannot drink since that caused my life to fall apart. My advise is to stop and stay stopped before a cascade of awful events hit. I never thought this would be my life and it is.
Lilly
Been there Lily. My family is watching me closely, waiting for that tell that I've had a drink. I refuse. Right now, be the best you that you can be. The rest will take care of itself. When I say, I've been there, it was just 2 weeks ago. The healing will start. We're all here.
