Im on day one, so I think I will post in here every day (if this horrible day ever ends that is). I keep saying to myself "How? How did you end up here again..starting at day one AGAIN"
Well I know the answer is because, I started drinking again after the last time I stopped.
I NEVER want to be back here again on day 1..it's horrible, all day 1's are horrible.
Plus, on Monday in the middle of my binge, I walked out of "work programme activity" (Im on the dole and I have to work to get my £70 a week dole money, even though I thought that was why I had paid taxes all those years?)
They haven't found out that I walked out yet...but they will when they check the time sheets...and then I will get no money at all for 4 weeks...a bit worrying