Originally Posted by
Justin00 
Cleaning my apartment, shaving beard, grocery shopping that's what I am doing today to avoid thinking about all the mess that is happening right now and of course reading forum. You help me a lot thank you so much.
After my body cleans a little I will look into AA seminars to start with. Will post my healing process and I'd like to hold on to this community.
That's a wise idea! I went through a lot of just what you are going through and it lasted 30 years. I wish I had had SoberRecovery (this website) back then. As it was I was 30 years in denial and finally had to hit bottom but eventually it all worked out and I haven't had a drink in nearly 29 years. Stay with this website, try AA, don't risk drinking with any old drinking buddies. Good luck.
