Nothing has really changed. That might be the problem. Just sort of got tired of thinking about staying sober and having that in the back of my mind all the time and gave in. Schools the same old thing every weekday too. Study study study, go to sleep and do it all over again. Weekend release valve sounded good but it doesn't really change any of it, which I could have easily said before I chose to drink. Didn't really like the fogginess of today so I'm just gonna jump back on track.
It's a bummer but the real bummer would be if I just let myself go right back to the daily routine of drinking and smoking. Not gonna happen.