Hello and welcome.
I drank the whole bottle of mouthwash. That was a low. But it got even lower.
You're not a piece of ****. That's what I looked at myself as and it didn't exactly help my self-esteem.
Everyone is new when they start going to AA. I went past the building of the meeting for four days. Too afraid to go in. When I finally did, I found people just like me. I find them here, too.
I failed at school. I failed at about everything until I quit drinking. I even failed at quitting drinking a hundred times.
You're not alone. Stick around here, you'll find lots of support.
Hang in there, things can and will get better.