Originally Posted by
knb02 
I feel a bit bad posting this. I hope it's not upsetting anyway? I understand if it is. I don't want to make anyone feel uncomfortable
I suspect if you ask around, you'll find that we'd be much more upset about you lapsing because you
didn't reach out and ask for help. Don't worry about our comfort. Focus on your sobriety.
I've had nights where I went to my January class asking for help because the damned urge was just so present.