Coco + Dee - I think I could be around alcohol and stay strong, everyone knows my situation (although maybe that's a case of easier said than done). I'd also have to reconnect with my ex through my AA stepwork anyway (my drinking caused a lot of problems come the end), but maybe it's too soon. I'll ask my closest friend for advice tomorrow, she always has the right answer. Right now I'm leaning towards giving it a miss and visiting her in her city in the near future.