GG - Don't let seeing your medical record trigger you, it's just there to ensure you get the help you need. It's the start of your recovery.
And yes, I got lost!! I'm quite happy working with AA so I'm not too bothered by it.
Delizadee - You'll be up and down like that sometimes, just keep pushing through it and you'll start to feel better. A lot of people I've met have told me that they were absolutely miserable in early recovery, you wouldn't think it looking at them now! It's your AV telling you you're better off drinking and it's LYING. What are the positives of you not picking up a drink? List them.
JL - Tell me about it! I've spent such a long time barely eating anything and now suddenly I'm spending all my money on food. Madness!