Welcome, you are doing something great by getting sober. I took me many failures to reach to the point we're I'm at right now and it has not been a easy journey but definitely worth it. Work on a recovery plan and see what works for you.
What's working for me is change. I had to change my lifestyle and implement new activities such as working out, reading, mediating and most important, this forum. I posted non stop the first 2 months and tried to contribute as much as possible. I also cut out many friends from my life.
This might not work for you but it's working for me. Find a plan and work it.