Curmudgeon, Electrical Engineer, Guitar God Wannabe
Join Date: Jan 2012
Location: Where the mighty arms of Atlas hold the heavens from the Earth
Posts: 3,403
When two people make the decision to marry, I imagine neither person ever envisions a situation that you currently find yourself in. Unfortunately, as soon as someone gives themselves permission to experiment with drugs and they end up addicted, the other person is left in a position where all their options are certain to bring their fair share of pain.
So that's where your at. If you're looking for the escape hatch, whatever relief you feel from using it will be tempered by the pain of a part of your life coming to an end, and there's no ducking it. You have to ride that out. The good news is it does get a little bit better as time goes on. Your life, while not what you really wanted, can still be rewarding and fulfilling if you do things to make it so.
But remember: if enough is enough, hold firm, carry out your plan, and don't fall for any line of crap he hurls your way. For as you're now aware, he lies...